I dunno why but this is a sad/ nostalgic song. >_<

Ahhh, sch's reopening liao and i felt as if I didn't do much things at all. Like srsly, I dunno what am I doing sometimes. Maybe it's because I'm overly packed with many activities this hols. I've no idea why, but I feel that this period of time is even busier than my secondary school life, which I consider it as hectic alrdy. I mean, in comparison to other pple of my age, I feel as if I'm strangling myself with one too many items.

It's pretty sadistic to think about it. When your secondary/ primary schoolmates ask you out, you reject them or even leave them hanging for an answer, for you yourself don't even know when you'll be even free for them. You may initiate something as you thought you were free at that period of time, or maybe you can handle things well enough, yet you say sorry as in the end something else crops up. To some, it may seem okay. However, to me, it seems pretty irresponsible and just plain sad. After all, those pple were once pple you often spend your time with, some one who you could count on and such. I'm sorry to say that, I'm actually one of those pple as described above, at least for now. It irritates me alright. :\

I'm not looking forward to school reopening this term. I do like to go to school, for lectures, to catch up with my friends etc, but I just can't seem to let go of the idea that my holidays aren't that peaceful period of time when I can actually recharge myself fully. Oh please, I really need a change in lifestyle. Last time I also had the same problem on a lower scale, like camps, choir practices, meetings, homework and all other minute things. At least I got to play my computer games then! SIGH~ I'm not prepared for school, both mentally and physically. You can say that I'm worn out with all those things happening. (Society, Vietnam, Hospital, Mentoring etc) & the best part is that, I didn't complete what I wanted to do yet! >_<

Okay sleeping time. Bye bye! :)